Mia glances his way, almost sure that part of what he's talking about is his and Aidan's deaths.

"I'd already started to build a new one. But at least I know the truth now. And I don't think I can go back to the old one, even if part of me wants to really bad. I'd be gone all the time again. All the new friends I've made, you guys, I'd hardly see any of you again. And I just can't do it."

Even if it kills a little part of her inside.